History:
First draft started November 1st 2010,
First draft finished November 30th 2010.
First edit started February 1st 2011.
Prologue:
If I had my own world, we would paint the sky together, like you do in your dreams. We'd be friends again, you'd be alive and I wouldn't be dying. The sad truth is that I actually regret the day I met you. I don't regret the time I spent with you. I really liked the time with you. It's just that.. things didn't really turn out that well..
I found the list by the way. You know, the one you didn't talk about. Guess whose name was on it? Well, you don't have to guess, it's your list, you probably know it by heart. I always wanted to ask if you remember them after you've.. you know.. edited them. Or if the only proof of their existence is their names on that list, scribbled with your barely readable notes. If it weren't for you, they would still be alive. You might still be alive! And I'd probably never have existed. Damn you, Yaan, I hate you!
